Danielle’s blog

 The day before her birthday i decided to make her birthday fudge. And on her birthday i decided to wake her up bright and early with a big chunk of birthday fudge with a candle in it and we sang  happy birthday to her. Ive got live fotage of her eating her birthday fudge on her actual birthday, here it is:

As you can see she was a little tired. I had to get to my bus thats y i stopped. But a little before i took this vidoe we sang to her, and she decided to fall back asleep. So i got out the guitar (with only 5 strings on it) and sang her a screamo version of happy birthday so she would stay awake. lol.that night we visited mom and shes doing way better than i expected and she was walking which was awesome to see.

Anyway for her birthday,the next day, we went to six flags with Marry (our god mother), maddy (marrys little girl), amber, and hannah. We had fun. Heres some pictures:

Family and bunny

Me julia hannah and maddie

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Julia and hannah before six flags

We all got sun burnt. Which to most people thats a bad thing but to me, im soo happy cause instead of being pasty i have some color which is exciting.

My mom is doing better. The other day she had to immediatly go back into surgery and was in ICU (intensive care unit) for about a week with infections. But just today she has been moved to a real room which is really good. she still cant eat and she is on a but load of pain medicine so shes kinda living in a dream and saying funny stuff. Thank u to all the people that have been praying for her!! Those prayers have truely worked and i appreciate it sooo much. But I miss her sooooo much though. I come home and the house is quiet, i have no one to tell me what to do lol. I really miss having fun with mom, its sad that she has to be cooped up in that hospital all day.

And im gonna say it again, MY MOM TRUELY IS A SURVIVOR. (for real)

So its been 3 hours since mom has been in the operating room. They said that she is amost half way done which is good. Im in the waiting room right now. Everytime they call a family on the speaker, my little sister julia freaks out. Every time, now u think that she would be used to it by now but shes not. lol its funny. Last night i stayed the night with mom at the hospital(and got a total of 3 hours of sleep lol), she told me,"Once this surgery is done im gonna be skinny again!!!" Thats thinking positive i guess. lol. But last time she got this done, we went on multiple shopping sprees for her to get new "hip" clothes. It was funny, instead of Stacey's Mom, she would sing Danielle's Mom has got it going on.................Danielle cant u see your just not the girl for me.....Im in love with Danielles mom. lol u probably know the rest. She would say "danielle your just jelous", all the time. lol It was fun helping my mom pick out cool clothes. But she gets really skinny, sometimes we would get her and my jeans mixed up. But yeah its way less stressful this time they didnt tell us that there is a chance she could die which is really good, and grandpa isnt here, last time he was here, he and grandma sat on totaly opposite sides of the waiting room and we had to divide the family. "Who is gonna hang with grandma and who is gonna hang with grandma", that was the question we had to ask ourselves before we entered the hospital. But im really antsy and nervous, every time i look at amber (my big sister) her eyes are all red and shiny as if shes about to cry shes so scared. And me, im just silently praying hoping every things gonna be alright. But i know she'll make it alot of people r praying for her.

MY MOM IS A SURVIVOR!!!!! (lol this ones for her)

So im sitting at this computer eating moms greenbeans, which happens to be the best ive tasted in a very long time. (lol, there amaZing) They have bacon in them its soooooooo good. But mom got to come home for the night for some reason im not aware of at all but im just happy that she got to come home. Yeah and now shes sleeping. She has to go back tomorrow morning, which sux, but hey at least i got to see her at all. Well i figure ill put this pic of me and zach up.

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yup hes pretty cool. this was actually the night that we died eggs, he had soo much fun so did i, his favorite color is green (omg so is mine lol) so he made about 8 green easter eggs. we both made a danielle and zach egg and everyone was really jelous. lol. this pic was in my room. (we were highly supervised by my little sister who tells on me, and josh who also tells on everything he sees so no need to need to worry about that, god i love u mom. lol.) it was taken after watching aqua teen hunger force which is about the most pointless movie ive ever seen, but it was sooo funny. me and zach were the only ones laughing through most of it. the only time josh (savannah's bf) would laugh was whenever they talked about some kind of bottely function. i found that kind of funny. but i had soo much fun that night so did my mom. it was cool. o and Netta next time u come over you will definitely meet him.

Right now im talking to my boyfriend Zach and hes singing Papa Roach lol hes such a dork. But i can't help but write about him because hes truely amaZing. So like mom said in that one blog about Daniel,he totaly broke my heart and i was depressed for weeks. But this boy helped me through it. (so did my mom) Um he told me that Daniel was crazy for breaking up with me. And that i deserve better than that. Then he told me that he liked me and has had a little crush on me since the 8th grade. That was what pulled me out of that depression. See i had never fell so in love with a guy like i did with Daniel. After he broke up with me i was just so low. Ok so i would come home from school go straight down to my basement and ball my eyes out, then go back upstairs to get a huge bowl of ice cream, look on the freezer and happen to see our homecoming pic and sit there on the kitchen floor eating ice cream and bawling my eyes out some more. Like Sheryl Crow (Rod Stewart, whatever) says, THE FIRST CUT IS THE DEEPEST. It was probably the worst feeling ive ever had. But one day i decided to just let it go, i put all of our memories in a little box and burried it in my back yard. Yes i know its a little physico but thats what i did.lol. But i have to admit that i have fallen in love again, which is totaly stupid on my part but i cant help it. This guy has totally swept me off of my feet. Hes the nicest guy in the world. And every time i think about him i get butterflies. A few weeks ago he told me that he loved me for the first time and i swear to god i cried. I no that sounds so lame, but i have no clue. I dont even care what i look like around him and he thinks im beautiful no matter what. And might i mention that being called BEAUTIFUL is wayyyy more flattering and means soooo much more than being called HOT. Whats the coolest thing is that he is so polite, he shakes my familys hand and says nice to meet u. He holds the door open for me. Its neat. I just got off the phone with him after 3 hours of talking. He says that he loves my mom and shes soooo cool. He is really praying for her and wont stop mentioning how he hopes shes gonna be alright. But this song that i posted totaly reminds me of him. i know im really young but i just cant help this love thing.